I m letting U Go

Lying alone in bed, I wonder…

Do you ever think of me before you sleep?

Do you even call my name when you miss me?

Because I do, I really miss you.

Because I do, and I know this is true.

Wen will I learn to stop.

Wen will I ever grow up?

I am in love with the past.

Im so stuck.

I can’t seem to figure how to stand up.

I wish it was easy as setting aside my things.

I could burn all your pictures but your face still clear.

I can still remember how you said you’ll never go.

U used to teased me that I was the star of your show.

and I thought I was.

I believed in all your bluffs…

and right now I’m stuck in this empty dream house.

I don’t want to feel this way!

I feel so small, so helpless…

like a dust on a wall…

and you can’t see me calling on your name.

How did you, how can you…

Please tell me why…

U were my friend…

I trusted you with everything.

I never thought that you would do this to me.

How can you afford to see me cry,

and left me there as if I was never part of your life…

The moment you said goodbye,

U never said the words I wish I could hear..

U let me go like that..

and from that day on, I promised myself…

I will never love you again..

Now I’m leaving.

I found myself sleeping too long.

It’s time to face reality that you’ll never come back..

or even if you do, it woudn’t be the same…

U’re not the friend I used to love those days…

You had your chance,

It may be too late

for past lovers to be friends…

I chose to go away, to be happy..

So I could mend, and accept that you’re no longer mine.

..You’re no longer HIM….

I was in love with the past.

I was so stuck.

and now I’m finally walking my way, standing without looking back.

It may not be as easy as setting aside my things.

but you have no pictures anymore and your face no longer clear.

U belong to her… and u said good bye to me..

I’ve waited too long… now it’s my time to be free…

Why ????

Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?

Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice?

Why do I let you touch me in places never touched?

Why do I like to have you around so much?

Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss?

Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?

Why do I put my heart in your hands?

Why do I answer to your every demand?

Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong?

Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong?

Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right?

Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight?

Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?

Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality?

Why do I try to hide from what is true?

Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Not Original, copied from a Friend.

*** TRYING TO SURVIVE***

In a world filled with changes

each and every day..

I feel I’m being judged

for what I do n say..

I remember back to Barbies

and play days at the park..

When I didn’t worry about

other people’s remarks..

Now lookin in the mirror

I see to my surprise..

A completely different person

staring in my eyes..

The care free little girl

I saw at 4 and 5..

Is now becoming a adult..

Just trying to survive...

I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU

You made me cry...You tore me apart..You left me in tears..You've shattered my heart..

It wasn't your fault..I guess it was me..for love can't be forced..Perhaps we weren't meant to be..

It still doesn't help..now that i know..Because for some reason..my heart won't let go..

I've tried more than once.. to get over you..but you make it so hard.. with cute things you do..

I thought love was joy..but i've got nothing to gain.. just sorrows..,tears..and a little more pain..

The day the pain started ..reality came too..It was the day i realized ..

........I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU...........

U're Never alone!!!

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When you're troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

My Love

When I first met you,
I thought you were adorable.
You had gorgeous eyes, a perfect smile, a wonderful personality,
And I was terrified of talking to you.

When we became friends,
I found out you could make me laugh hysterically.
I could be myself around you, I could tell you anything, we made great memories,
And I was terrified of falling for you.

When I started liking you,
I realized you were different than the others.
You were sweet, you treated me incredibly well, you wanted nothing more than to make me happy,
And I was terrified of being with you.

When we started dating,
I figured out that this is what I had always wanted.
I was comfortable, you made me smile, I felt completely safe,
And I was terrified of completely giving in to you.


When we fell in love,
I had never been happier in my life,
We became inseparable, unbelievably close, more than I could ever imagine,
And I was terrified of losing you.

When you became my one and only,
I knew that this would be forever.
You are my love, my inspiration, my future and my life,
And I was terrified of finding out you didn't feel the same.

When we talk about the future,
I can't express the way I feel.
We will make it there, I know this for a fact, there are no doubts in my mind,
And now, I am no longer afraid.

LOVE YOU

Loving You

What is it with Love?

That makes me then breaks me?

When in love do I truly love?

Is it really love Or do I think that I love?

Maybe I just love being in love

Or love the idea of being in love?

I spent my whole life chasing love.

In the end the one thing I truly love

Could just be the mere pursuit of love

I have heard it said

True love comes around only once in life…

I never believed that until I met you.

I now know what true love means,

For never have I loved someone

as I love you…

Because our love is eternal

There's nothing left to say,

Except to say this one last word.

I love you more each day....................