Saturday, October 15, 2011

Will Always Be There for U

I love you more and more each day
I need you more than words can say
I'm missing you with all my soul
The days have passed, I've lost control
My heart stops beating when you smile
I'll die for you, this pain's worthwhile
Whether you love me, whether you care
I need you to know, I'll always be there
When you're sad and falling apart
When that one special person breaks your heart
On nights when you cry yourself to sleep
On days when it stings, when it cuts so deep
Every second you swear you'll never live again
Every hour when you feel you have no friends
When all you can feel in your eyes are the tears
When your hands are shaking and you're surrounded by fears
On days when all you feel is the pain
When the one you love says it can't be the same
I promise you now, I'll always be here
When all you need is a friend, I will always be near
Some people feel they have no one at all
Like their world is breaking and they can't help but fall
Let me tell you right now, I've felt that same way
And in ten years from now, in five, in a month, or today
I will still love you
I will still stand beside you
I will still be there for you
To talk
To listen
To cry
To care
To just believe
No matter what they say, turn around and
Behind you is where I will stand:
Forever to catch you,
Forever your friend.
So when you feel like your world is about to end
Just call out my name
And I will be there.

Monday, April 18, 2011

I too had a love story

I too fell in love,
I too hugged life,
I too felt beautiful,
I too had a Love story.

It was fun, it was special;
It was cozy, it was cold;
It was breezy, it was sunny;
It was kind, it was mean;
It was rainy, it was barren;
It was smiles, it was tears;
It was movies, it was plays;
It was outings, it was staying
days at home;
It was endless talks, it was
formality calls;
It was bright, it was dull;
It was romance, it was fights;
It was crazy, it was conscious;
It was long walks, it was long
silences;
It was the best buddy, it was a
complete stranger;
It was beaches, it was sweeping;
It was caring, it was being cared
for;
It was giving, it was receiving;
It was cooking, it was gifting;
It was losing, it was getting;
It was support, it was fights;
It was expecting, it was
disappointing;
It was colors, it was dark nights;
It was mine, it was yours.
It was real, not a dream.

I too fell in love,
I too hugged life,
I too felt beautiful,
I too had a Love story.

Courtesy Copied.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

I m letting U Go

Lying alone in bed, I wonder…
Do you ever think of me before you sleep?
Do you even call my name when you miss me?
Because I do, I really miss you.
Because I do, and I know this is true.
Wen will I learn to stop.
Wen will I ever grow up?

I am in love with the past.
Im so stuck.
I can’t seem to figure how to stand up.
I wish it was easy as setting aside my things.
I could burn all your pictures but your face still clear.

I can still remember how you said you’ll never go.
U used to teased me that I was the star of your show.
and I thought I was.
I believed in all your bluffs…
and right now I’m stuck in this empty dream house.

I don’t want to feel this way!
I feel so small, so helpless…
like a dust on a wall…
and you can’t see me calling on your name.
How did you, how can you…
Please tell me why…

U were my friend…
I trusted you with everything.
I never thought that you would do this to me.
How can you afford to see me cry,
and left me there as if I was never part of your life…

The moment you said goodbye,
U never said the words I wish I could hear..
U let me go like that..
and from that day on, I promised myself…
I will never love you again..

Now I’m leaving.
I found myself sleeping too long.
It’s time to face reality that you’ll never come back..
or even if you do, it woudn’t be the same…
U’re not the friend I used to love those days…

You had your chance,
It may be too late
for past lovers to be friends…
I chose to go away, to be happy..
So I could mend, and accept that you’re no longer mine.
..You’re no longer HIM….

I was in love with the past.
I was so stuck.
and now I’m finally walking my way, standing without looking back.
It may not be as easy as setting aside my things.
but you have no pictures anymore and your face no longer clear.
U belong to her… and u said good bye to me..
I’ve waited too long… now it’s my time to be free…

Friday, February 4, 2011

Why ????

Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?

Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice?

Why do I let you touch me in places never touched?

Why do I like to have you around so much?


Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss?

Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?

Why do I put my heart in your hands?

Why do I answer to your every demand?


Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong?

Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong?

Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right?

Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight?


Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?

Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality?

Why do I try to hide from what is true?

Why do I still have these feelings for you?


Not Original, copied from a Friend.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

*** TRYING TO SURVIVE***

In a world filled with changes

each and every day..

I feel I’m being judged

for what I do n say..

I remember back to Barbies

and play days at the park..

When I didn’t worry about

other people’s remarks..

Now lookin in the mirror

I see to my surprise..

A completely different person

staring in my eyes..

The care free little girl

I saw at 4 and 5..

Is now becoming a adult..

Just trying to survive...

Monday, January 31, 2011

I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU

You made me cry...You tore me apart..You left me in tears..You've shattered my heart..
It wasn't your fault..I guess it was me..for love can't be forced..Perhaps we weren't meant to be..
It still doesn't help..now that i know..Because for some reason..my heart won't let go..
I've tried more than once.. to get over you..but you make it so hard.. with cute things you do..
I thought love was joy..but i've got nothing to gain.. just sorrows..,tears..and a little more pain..
The day the pain started ..reality came too..It was the day i realized ..
........I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU...........

Thursday, November 11, 2010

U're Never alone!!!

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When you're troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

My Love

When I first met you,
I thought you were adorable.
You had gorgeous eyes, a perfect smile, a wonderful personality,
And I was terrified of talking to you.

When we became friends,
I found out you could make me laugh hysterically.
I could be myself around you, I could tell you anything, we made great memories,
And I was terrified of falling for you.

When I started liking you,
I realized you were different than the others.
You were sweet, you treated me incredibly well, you wanted nothing more than to make me happy,
And I was terrified of being with you.

When we started dating,
I figured out that this is what I had always wanted.
I was comfortable, you made me smile, I felt completely safe,
And I was terrified of completely giving in to you.


When we fell in love,
I had never been happier in my life,
We became inseparable, unbelievably close, more than I could ever imagine,
And I was terrified of losing you.

When you became my one and only,
I knew that this would be forever.
You are my love, my inspiration, my future and my life,
And I was terrified of finding out you didn't feel the same.

When we talk about the future,
I can't express the way I feel.
We will make it there, I know this for a fact, there are no doubts in my mind,
And now, I am no longer afraid.

LOVE YOU

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Loving You

What is it with Love?

That makes me then breaks me?

When in love do I truly love?

Is it really love Or do I think that I love?

Maybe I just love being in love

Or love the idea of being in love?

I spent my whole life chasing love.

In the end the one thing I truly love

Could just be the mere pursuit of love

I have heard it said

True love comes around only once in life…

I never believed that until I met you.

I now know what true love means,

For never have I loved someone

as I love you…

Because our love is eternal

There's nothing left to say,

Except to say this one last word.

I love you more each day....................

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Be Mine !!!!

I love the way you understand me too well.
It's uncanny sometimes how well you know my thoughts, my feelings, my moods,
frightening at times how closely our lives have become interlinked.
You know so much of me, secrets I've never told,
thoughts I've never shared, parts of me I've never seen myself.
You've discovered a window into my being,
a window I didn't know was there,
a window no one else has ever found.
It's almost as if our two souls have merged into one,
almost as if the hand of God has repaired that which once was broken.




I wish you knew the me of before,
as you know so well the me of today,
so you could see the difference knowing you has made.
You've changed my life in so many ways,
in ways small and ways important,
in ways you'll never know nor understand.
The impact you've had on me,
on the way I feel and think and act,
will endure forever. Until the end of time.

Sunday, April 11, 2010


Today I m feeling so low as u are not with me,
I miss u every moment wherever I may be.

My mind sets no where nd just thinks about u,
I wanna talk a lot with u but our talks are due.

My lips are trembling and calling your name,
I cannot see you in front of me n I m going through this pain.

My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,
they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.

My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold urs,
It wanders for only ur warm touch , I m sure.

My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,
giving me the feel of joy, love nd care.

How much I love u is all i know,
i just feel it nd I dont want to show.

I miss u with every beat of my heart, no doubt
u r the only one of whom i can think about.....

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Wish u were here !!!!!

Oh ocean with your blue and silver lines
Across horizons so very far
Cascading your colors
Like silvery stars
Within so many minds you dwell
In tranquility you lay before me
Innocence
Embrace you now
Undercover
Danger lurks
With thoughts of my own
Thinking about jerks
Eyes on mute...
Thoughts in high speed
In comparison with your calmness
Heart pulsating….
Strong feelings
Turmoil of bubbles deep within
Blood flow freely through veins
Fingers
Like needles
Pricking
Feelings of anger rise higher
Face starts feeling the heat
In ignorance of one moment
I cry...............

For some reason I feel so lost tonight

Like I just lost something precious

It left me in fear...even tears ran freely

Thinking...what could've been

It was to be expected

If only I tried a little harder

But now it's gone

Blown away by a breeze

Dream now gone

Swept away

Gail forced wind touched my shin

Left me standing

ALONE

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

My Dear

The friendship we have is so rare to find,
We hate to see each other in a bind.
We've made each other laugh so hard we've cried,
We feel each other's pain if we are hurt inside.
We alwaz can find d right words to say,
To help us get through any dreadful day.
We have told our darkest secrets,
wid feeling no shame,
We will tell each other d truth even if we're to blame.
Thinking of u not being here makes me feel so sad,
We'll have to look back on our crazy memories to make us glad.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Broken Free


I know it's time to let u go,
I just wish that I knew how,
such pain that I have never felt,
my heart just can't endow....

You've not only been my lover,
u're also my best friend,
my heart is breaking into pieces,
theres no way I can pretend

How did our love just disappear,
where did it all go wrong,
u're the only love I've ever known,
with u is where I belong

Living without you,
will be as if a part of me has died,
there is no easy way to leave,
but in my heart I know I tried

So if u ever feel alone,
or just maybe need a friend,
forever I am here for u,on me u can depend.....

Monday, October 5, 2009

Tears

The tickle of it running down my face
So slow
People say they feel what I feel
But they really just don't know
The thoughts of things running through my head
Just won't let go

Things are changing all around us
Everyone's fronting ; tryin' to be tough
But that's not enough to see you through
just to think of things the way that I do
My concepts of life are so different
From yours

Most of these thoughts
Are behind closed doors
Why are things this way?
I ask myself this question each day

Are things going to change?
For better or for worse?
I haven't yet found
The reasons of my worth

The tickle of it running down my face
So slow
The tears of hurt
Just don't let go.......................

Friday, August 14, 2009

Lost

Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared his love,
Once I was by his side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
But it all fell apart,

The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

Monday, July 27, 2009

A quote from "P.S. I LOVE U"

U can take care of urself without any help from me.
Its to tell u how much u move me.
how u changed me.
U made me a woman by loving me dear.
And for that i m eternally grateful.
Literally
If u can promise anything
promise me that whenever u're sad or unsure
or u lose complete faith that u'll try and see urself through my eyes.
Thank u for the honour of being Loved
I am a woman with no regrets,how lucky am i.
You made my life.
I m just a chapter in ur life.
There will be more.
I promise,
So here it comes the big one.
Dont be afraid to fall in love again.
Watch out for that signal.
When life as u know it ends.
P.S , I will always love U.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Silent Tears

SILENT TEARS OFTEN FLOW,
WHEN THINGS WANTED-UNWANTED COME AND GO,
IN THE STILL NIGHT, COMES A SILENT SILVER TEAR,
AND FINDS ITS WAY TO DISAPPEAR,
OFTEN IN THE PILLOW ,
WHEN NEXT COMES TO FOLLOW.

BRINGING ME THE LIGHT OF OLDEN-GOLDEN MEMORIES,
IN WHICH I COILD SEE MYSELF CHERISHING WITH MY CRONIES,
NOW,MY EYES GLISTEN ,REMEMBERING WHEN WE LAUGHED TOGETHER,
AND, A FADING SMILE DANCES ON MY FACE,
REMEMBERING
WHEN WE CRIED TOGETHER.

NOW THESE TEARS ARE MY FOREVER FAITHFUL FRIENDS,
AND OFTEN COME TO GIVE ME SUPPORTING HANDS,
NOT JUST IN THE LONELY, LONG DARK NIGHT,
BUT ALSO IN THE BROAD DAYLIGHT.

I NEVER COUNTED THEM AS THEY HAVE COME AND GONE,
ANYTIME,ANYWHERE,FINDING ME TREADING ALONE,
FOR THEY ARE COUNTLESS AND ENDLESS,
AND TRYING TO COUNT THEM WAS JOB SO HELPLESS.

THUS, NOW AND THEN, SILENT TEARS OFTEN FLOW,
WHEN THINGS WANTED-UNWANTED COME AND GO......

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Will miss U

I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make.

You'd been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look.

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever.

Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love.

Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone.....